Keeping 13

One motif in the novel is the use of the phrase “every part of you,” which Shannon and Johnny use in various forms to describe their love and mutual acceptance. The phrase is first used after Shannon finds out that her father can go free after his treatment in rehab. However, when she starts to address her fear that it will affect how Johnny feels about her, he interrupts her, replying that he “wants” her, “every part and every piece” (277). Shannon later says the same to Johnny as he struggles to control his feelings for her and to understand what she wants. She tells him that she wants “everything,” “especially the broken parts” (329). The phrase is repeated several more times between the two, as they each struggle with their own issues and look to the other for support.

This motif conveys two important themes: The Lasting Impact of Trauma and The Power of Love to Heal and Transform. After everything that Shannon has been through, with the bullying at school and the abuse from her father, she struggles with severe anxiety, issues with her self-image, and several more insecurities. As a result, she views herself as “broken” in some way due to her past trauma.