I Must Betray You

The novel is a story of the relationship between loyalty and betrayal. The primary loyalty that drives Cristian is to his family. The Securitate, it seems, is aware of this dedication and intentionally takes advantage of it by promising Bunu will receive medication in exchange for the information Cristian provides. Loyalty among family members is a threat to the regime, and it must tempt its citizens to betray their family members. Cristian is burdened with a heavy sense of guilt over his decision. Though none of his family members knows that he is spying, Cristian not only fears they may discover this fact but also fears the harm this betrayal would bring to their strong bonds. Many times, Cristian considers confessing his betrayal to Bunu or Cici but refrains. He must also be constantly careful about with whom he speaks. Cristian is aware that those who appear loyal and trustworthy may not be. This reality is made manifest by the betrayals of Cristian’s sister and mother. His friendships with Luca and Liliana, however, prove genuine and, in turn, Cristian remains committed to seeing to their safety as the revolution unfolds.

Though he feels no loyalty to the regime, he must pretend to and is confident that he can trick the Securitate agent into believing that this is the case.